Dear Girl up there,

Lately, i have been going through a time i would wish to label as the hardest in my life. I want to call it the hardest since i cannot fathom harder times. I will break, if I do, maybe emotionally or physically even. For  I have suffered backaches, headaches and swollen feet.I had my ego drenched off all its juice. I went dry of all the things I would tag dignity to...........
I have learnt that humility is actually an uplifting virtue.
I have cried, something even break ups do not make me do.I have made decisions that will change the radar of my future.I have met people who have changed how I look at life, Now I know the rainbow does not always appear when it rains with some sunshine and at times, it appears but it is meant for some people not all.That is why we are not the same, some smile in the rain while others run away from the heavy drops, some dance in it while others use it to hide their tears.I tried to hide mine, but the tear drops were heavier than the rain drops.So many people noticed them. But nobody cared.I have learnt that growing up sucks and that its a journey one takes alone, I needed solace, I got none.I have been been through it all and all I cared was to keep the smile on the face of the girl over the rainbow. Life down here is hard, but I shall always try my best to keep you smiling even when the colors of the rainbow are grey.

I value your smile.You are the best thing that ever happened to me, it is for you that I never gave up these last weeks of my life that have been so trying.