Ooh so its day two and this feeling within me which was born yesterday as soon as this blog came to life is still shedding its skin so its fair to say its still new and vibrant. Am talking about that feeling that a 4yr old girl would get if she got a new pair of red pumps (back in the 90's) i specified the time since i realized they no longer wear those. i had a pair and the day i got them i slept in them, yes i did!! Its was a ritual to show total gratitude to the giver of the gift. So i almost slept in my blog if it was possible am grateful to whoever came up with this technology.I kept checking how many followers i have but yea it gonna take some time to gather a crowd this is not like some riot in campus, (funny how one hooligan gathers a crowd within a minute and they do not know what is the reason for the season) ill miss campus life!!
Its 2012, yea and its all about making a difference, facing fears and doing a new thing.So today i did two things for the first time, lets talk about the longest 15 minutes of my entire life..................I went through a whole day to bring myself to accept the fact that its time i did it. That not with holding, i had to sit through it with a deaf attendant and all i did was write down my problem by then. I think writing is a bit therapeutic but nothing will ever beat the cold sweat of waiting to know your status.Self acceptance, new dreams, new friends just in case, huh i hated the way he kept asking 'are you ready? 'Who would ever be ready?!
First visit to the spa was awesome, my face feels fresh, skin feels lighter and i cant help but feel special. They say beauty boosts confidence heheh am a notch higher,be warned!! So i will do many things for the first time this year, i will ask a guy out before too long. Fine this is totally not my style, but its also not a common occurrence in my world that an averagely hot guy of normal Kenyan background gives me such a reception. Ok not like all guys i have had a crush on i date,no.Thing is, i even don't have a crush on him no, he doesn't make me shiver when i see him (am trying to convince myself ), he makes me want to make breakfast for him. He actually makes me want to carry his kids. God!! Given this guy for a one night stand, id not touch him even for a million bucks!! I want him to grow old with me, so id let him have the time of his life with hot sassy women of all ages, and when he is done, simply ask him how many children he would like....................OMG that actually sounds sick and i think i need to sleep.
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