Tuesday, 27 March 2012

Dear Girl up there,

Lately, i have been going through a time i would wish to label as the hardest in my life. I want to call it the hardest since i cannot fathom harder times. I will break, if I do, maybe emotionally or physically even. For  I have suffered backaches, headaches and swollen feet.I had my ego drenched off all its juice. I went dry of all the things I would tag dignity to...........
I have learnt that humility is actually an uplifting virtue.
I have cried, something even break ups do not make me do.I have made decisions that will change the radar of my future.I have met people who have changed how I look at life, Now I know the rainbow does not always appear when it rains with some sunshine and at times, it appears but it is meant for some people not all.That is why we are not the same, some smile in the rain while others run away from the heavy drops, some dance in it while others use it to hide their tears.I tried to hide mine, but the tear drops were heavier than the rain drops.So many people noticed them. But nobody cared.I have learnt that growing up sucks and that its a journey one takes alone, I needed solace, I got none.I have been been through it all and all I cared was to keep the smile on the face of the girl over the rainbow. Life down here is hard, but I shall always try my best to keep you smiling even when the colors of the rainbow are grey.

I value your smile.You are the best thing that ever happened to me, it is for you that I never gave up these last weeks of my life that have been so trying.

Friday, 2 March 2012

Mirror on the wall

With everything happening today
You don’t know whether you’re coming or going
But you think that you’re on your way
Life lined up on the mirror dont blow it
Look at me when I’m talkin to you
You looking at me but I’m lookin through you

I see the blood in your eyes
I see the love in disguise
I see the pain hidden in your pride
I see you’re not satisfied
And I don’t see nobody else
I see myself I’m looking at the
Mirror on the wall, here we are again
Through my rise and fall
You’ve been my only friend
You told me that they can understand the man I am
So why are we here talkin’ to each other again

Oh, I see the truth in your lies
I see nobody by your side
but I’m with you when you re all alone
And you correct me when Im lookin wrong
I see that guilt beneath the shame
I see your soul through your window pain
I see the scars that remain
I see you Phil, I’m lookin at the..

Mirror on the wall, here we are again
Through my rise and fall
You’ve been my only friend
You told me that they can understand the man I am
So why are we here talkin’ to each other again
Lookin at me now I can see my past
Damn I look just like my f-ckin dad

Light it up, thats smokin’ mirrors
I even look good in the broken mirror
I see my momma smile thats a blessing
I see the change, I see the message
and no message could been any clearer
So I’m stared with the man in the…

Mirror on the wall, here we are again
Through my rise and fall
You’ve been my only friend
You told me that they can understand the man I am
So why are we here talkin’ to each other again
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Mirror on the wall, here we are again
Through my rise and fall
You’ve been my only friend
You told me that they can understand the man I am
So why are we here talkin’ to each other again (so why are we talkin to each other again?)
Mirror on the wall.